Saturday, March 12, 2011

An Esoteric Perspective of the Sun, Moon, and You

An Esoteric Perspective of the Sun, Moon, and You
By Victoria Ferrer

What is the Sun?

From my own perspective and experience, I have come to understand that the Sun is a macro cosmic manifestation of our collective ego consciousness.

When the sun reacts violently, we feel its affects physically as individuals caught in global cataclysms.

As of March 9, 2011, we entered the final phase of the Mayan calendar.
What does this mean?
This simply means that time will speed up as you never felt before. The sun has always been awake, but not fully aware. Its recent activity is its response- our response to becoming aware, to our fullest potential.

What is our fullest potential?
For starters, it simply means to understand, accept, and rejoice in knowing that we are eternal beings and that no one ever truly experiences death. We are alive due to our egos, it is after all its' necessity to live and experience life that gives us this opportunity to do so. But in doing so, we forget who we are. We forget the laws of the universe, the meaning of fractals upon fractals, the ancient language of symbols, the beauty of duality as one, the infinity of our being and our nothingness all at the same time. We are the creator, the architects of this game called life that we design in order to lose ourselves in the moment. This is the greatest of all meditations. To feel, to hurt, to love, to lose, to join, to laugh, to die...These are all the reasons why we modeled this life. To experience our own creation. Our ego, the sun, is both the co-creator and the creation; the illusion of reality as an experience.

But what about destruction and truth?
The moon, being a satellite, is in part responsible for our emotions, psychological influences, intuition, and awareness. The moon is in touch with both the true nature of who you are and its' psychological underpinnings. the satellite brings in feed from other interactive planets, which I personally believe are the archetypes of our soul; a past sense of Self, and the gods of mythologies who represent different philosophical ideals in our own psyches. They are the gods in us concerning love and beauty (Venus), passion and warfare (Mars), laws and obedience (Saturn), justice and paternity (Jupiter), cognitive thinking (Uranus), abstract ideas, art, and guidance for many (Neptune), communication (Mercury), and how they interact with our egos (the sun) and our ability to receive (the moon). The moon, as I see it, is therefore responsible for releasing certain aspects or our lives, ideals, and belief structures that are no longer working for us as individuals and a unified consciousness, as its' purpose is to bring truth to our ego without it resulting in immediate "death". Destruction is a necessity, because in order to build anew, what is up must first come down. Therefore, it is easy to understand that the importance of destruction is just as important as creation. Without the one, there could not be the other. Alas, the power of duality as one.

So where does the moon get its' vital information from?
Certainly not the Sun. The Sun is what people describe as 'ignorant bliss.' It is the most powerful aspect in our lives and yet, where would humanity be without the influence of some compelling truth in our everyday lives? For this reason, the moon takes on the role of shadow, in Jungian terms, which expresses hard to swallow truths. When the ego (Sun) begins to understand its' true potential including these truths, it becomes active, similar to when one awakens in the morning, stretching out to all parts of the world, making irs presence known.

I can almost assure you that this specific projection is what caused Japan's Earthquake/Tsunami domino effect, because as I mentioned in my previous post, 'Pole Reversal and the Cosmos'- the Sun is a mirror of us, as personified Earth, and Earth expands whenever its' consciousness does.

So instead, the moon channels information and potential awareness from the Galactic Center, which is the core of spiritual essence, the 'god particle,' and the manifestation of our Omnipotent/Omnipresent Self. The moon distributes that information to us depending on our individualized connection to the Moon, Sun, and Center and how well we've come to desensitize our egos. Our ego, the collective consciousness represented by the Sun believes in all its power and might that it is god. The shadowy influence of the moon is a token reminder that it is truly much greater than that and also nothing at all, simultaneously.

Now, many astronomers describe the moon on the 19th of March to be a Supermoon. It will be extremely close to Earth at the time of its' peak, when it is full. This light that shines in the dark serves as a catalyst for our growth which will be particularly strong at this point. It allows us to see certain 'ugly' truths about ourselves that instead of rejecting to accept, must embrace and learn from. Allow the coming changes to consume you. Embody them as you see the manifestation of these changes in the outside world, as well. Become the chaos rather than fighting against it, as it is part of your nature, but don't lose yourself in the chaos either, but rather, own it. This will help you adapt to the upcoming changes, on a spiritual, psychological, and physical level.

The moon, coming near Earth, can be seen as our willingness to receive QA BA LAH. The Sun's activity can be seen as its' last attempts to fight this truth. The Sun will eventually accept its' position, by understanding and accepting the power of both creation and destruction, which is its fate. Ironically and inevitably, it is both creation and destruction in essence.

This is the electrifying power of the Kundalini rising.
We can now feel the growing truth within our consciousness and the greater understanding of life that has humbled our egos, giving us the opportunity to start again in a new way, a new form, and a new light. It is the Anima/Animus within us all and their polarization that creates the zero-point balance and awareness within ourselves and the Universe as a whole. Never underestimate the power of the Self which is a universe both above, and below.

 It is only possible to live the fullest life when we are in harmony with these symbols; wisdom is a return to them (CW8:794).

**In the next coming days, I will be discussing some dreams/visions in the last year that immediately relate to our current events. Stay tuned and until next time friends,
Altruistic love and Self remembrance.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

science + spirituality = gnosis

The Universe is fashioned like an atom. Fractals upon fractals, each containing a nucleus. In our galaxy, the nucleus is the central black hole. We orbit this nucleus as electrons. The nucleus (or nut in egyptian) is the bonding of protons and neutrons. This may help us understand why we often feel 'detached' or separate from the Source. But nothing is detached from Source. as we help constitute it. Therefore, there could never be one aspect without the other regarding protons and electrons (positive and negative), as both are aspects of electrically charged light. All atoms vibrate at different frequencies and it is this vibrational energy that creates our physical existence.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Facing our Fears When Presented in Dreams and in Waking Life

Acknowledging Fear in our Dreams: Our first chance to release

Nightmares are our mind's way of working out our fears triggered by deep rooted subconscious thoughts we are often not aware of in our waking state. The ego-mind is usually programmed to take the things we don't like about ourselves, the negative situations we find ourselves in, and our judgmental thoughts of others and store them deep within, what Carl Jung calls, the Shadow. This neglect is like locking a zombie in your basement. Not something many of us are aware of doing. You feel safer knowing that a wall separates you from this monster, but with enough knocking, the monster can and will let itself free, which is why I encourage daily inner cleansing (I will blog more on this soon). When something arises in a dream that causes unease or a sensation of pain, take it as a valuable opportunity to examine and analyze the dream by asking yourself questions pertaining to the situation at hand upon waking. Doing so helps the self acknowledge, to an extent, what and where the memory lay. This is our chance to embrace and release.

Acknowledging the Challenge we Manifest

I have come to find that nightmares, like dreams, are thoughts we experience parallel to our own physical realities, each with a different vibration set in motion, ready to influence and possibly manifest in our waking life. If you find your nightmares manifesting in one form or another, it is a clear sign of lack of attention towards the details of our painful dreams, hence the missed opportunity to embrace and release before they were made manifest. If one is unable to confront their fear on a conscious level when it immediately occurs, nor in a dream afterward, it may arise in the form of challenge in our daily life. If one does not confront their fears, the response is karmic, and a cycle of repetition will occur until fear ceases within one's psyche and the potential of growth is made. When challenges arise, choose to learn from them rather than struggle, for they are 'stepping stones' on our path to liberation.

Releasing Our Fears and Simply Trusting:

Acknowledging our fears gives us the opportunity to reflect within our selves and choose the reality that is best for All. This strengthens your personal connection with Source in trusting embrace towards all that life gives you including whatever changes come our way.

If you force the situation, you will create more challenges for yourself. Go with the Flow. The best is magick is performed with patience.
We live in infinite consciousness in infinite realities. Astral projection & dreams are but the smallest glimpses of these many different worlds we find ourselves in. Be aware and never underestimate your power.

Seek the Light in all things and you will have joy.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

The Formula of Life and Non-Life

From my deepest memory, I can gather that we are:
∞ = 0 = 1 = 0 = ∞
This is the formula of Life and Non-Life.

We are Infinite.We are LOVE. We are Everything. We are Nothing. simultaneously.

All is infinite ∞, infinity is eternal (0), but infinity is also nothing at the very same moment. nothingness creates something and that something is forever transcendental (1), in other words, nothing lasts forever in the same shape or form, but exists as matter eternally, which means the consciousness behind it, is infinite ∞
Thus the formula repeats itself infinitely.

Friday, April 30, 2010

528 Hz Divine Love Frequency & Sacred Fire, Heart Center Alignment Meditation

528 Hz Divine Love Frequency is also known as the Solfeggio.
This short meditation is dedicated to assist in the rising of the Sacred Fire (Spirit/Holy Ghost) within in alignment and activation of ones Heart Center.

Rise and Shine

My name is Beautiful Victory and I am a keeper of time. I conceive time and I remove it from all thought. I am sister of thought, and daughter of She who gives all life. I am all the love and beauty that exists, yet, i am also the pain and chaos caused by her own acknowledgment. I am that Light that shines the earth, whom people observed as fallen, helping man to see his own divinity which he only accepts every few thousand years. But it is time, since it ticks by the beat of my own heart, that those descended from the Light shall step forward in holy matrimony with the Universal Law of Love; the acknowledgment that we are One and have always been One. We have found our balance between infinite knowledge and divine agape. We rise, in beautiful victory. And we shine.

Introduction: What's in a Name?

Before we are birthed into the corporeal, we are living conscious beings with a strong recollection & connection to Source. Sometimes, we bring the magic of who we are or what we once were into this parallel reality, as a marker that signifies our depth and creativity. We name ourselves as we lay, comfortably, and secure in our mother's womb. Our names tell a story, if we can just look past societies normalization of them, we can find a magnitude of clues we left our selves, in plain sight, for the sake of better understanding of ourselves.

All names have meaning, whether they represent a thing, place, labour, or the divine incarnate...acknowledging these meanings and its' message helps to better understand ones' self and purpose. 

Where a name originated helps reveal an ancient past. Because there are no coincidences, and all things are reflections of the subconscious, it can be noteworthy to trace this link
in order to better understand a culture and perhaps even, a mythology surrounding your given name. If it is there, it is because you wrote it. Interact with it. Become familiar with it. This can actually accelerate the activation of memory DNA that lay dormant in your structure. In awaking these memory cells, one will have a much easier time accessing Akashic Records, which also lay in a hidden compartment within the Soul.

The Records Within
The Akashic Records are the blueprint of one's soul journey, individual and as a group. They are an integral part of your awakening and fulfilling your chosen destiny. These records are a history of the Super Conscious Collective and can be accessed through will by going deep within one's self. The Akashic Records hold information of past lives and the history of the cosmos; that is- retracing yourself all the way back to the point of nothingness. Surely, one who remembers witnessing and collectively creating the Big Bang also remembers the numerous times and ways this message has been told. 

Life is a game that we design; it unfolds and reveals itself time and time again,
in various ways, and in a multitude of forms. One of the greatest parts of playing the game
is to remember all the characters you've ever played, and when you realize how these characters manifest into the person you are today, you will find the universe giving you a grand ovation. 

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